There's so much here that I don't understand

French teacher saddened / annoyed me today because a guy presented a text in front of the class and frankly, it just wasn't very good. I mean he misinterpreted totally some elements, didn't really explain much, didn't focus the first half of his presentation on the word that he was supposing to be centering on... but I mean, that doesn't matter so much in the sense that I'm not sure many of us can do much better, because let's face it, we just don't know enough. What annoyed me was that he was incomprehensible. Like, his sentences just weren't clear, he made huge grammatical mistakes each time he asked an indirect question. And then he stopped talking and the teacher actually said that it was good. I'm so fucking annoyed not because he didn't get trashed (I actually wish she'd treat everybody the way she treated him), but because she didn't even remark on the speaking issue, and because she trashed me and Sophie. I mean, it wasn't very nice or appropriate to treat me and Sophie like shit the first time around, but it's even less so if she makes it special treatement. I'm particularly pissed at the speaking thing, cuz, y'know, I think that was the most awful part. I put energy in my presentations, I do my best to sound clear and be understood, not speak too fast. And she just trampled that. Made none of it worthy of any positive mention. And that guy is just not understandable, on a purely expressing himself way, and she actually praises him. I don't get it and it hurts.

This is clearly not my week so far.

I need the darkness, the sweetness, the sadness, the weakness
Oh I need this
I need a lullaby, a kiss goodnight, angel, sweet love of my life
Oh I need this