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Weird end of the night. It was an anxious feeling where words were getting confused, I was trying to get a sentence right but I couldn't remember it. It had something to do with loneliness, being a lesbian, and other stuff I can't remember. I just know fan_elune was a part of this, too. Sigh. I don't like dreams that are stressful.

Angels in America yesterday. Won't say much for now, I've got stuff to do, but it was simply amazing. I stayed for the whole 6 hours of it, which I totally thought I wouldn't do, and it was well-worth it. Met a really nice (gay?) guy, too, who was sitting next to me, and we had a snack at MickeyD's with him and another real nice guy. Hopefully I'll see them again if I go see other stuff. And yes, I do know there's irony in the fact that I would end up the social, "brings guys to her table" kind of person when I'm finally comfortable with being gay. Oh well.



On another front, I just don't want to go to school. It's just a today thing, I just want to be home. It annoys me I have to buy food before I get home because it means I'll be home later. It's a mental thing, really, it doesn't matter whether I'm home at 4 or 5. So I'm counting a lot on my school friends to be funny today. Oh, also? I am exhausted. Those 6 hours of sleep were really not enough.

Anywayyyy. Off to breakfast.

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I have no clue what I've done with my programm for the gay & lesbian film festival. Grr. I'll have to check out the website.

I bought myself one of those Christmas calendar with chocolates. I keep thinking about kids while looking at it. It's probably kind of sad I bought that, but anyway. This morning my package from CDiscount arrived! Too late for the book by Flaubert, but I'm real happy to own If these walls could talk. School was boring, really, but they were sitting at a table near us for lunch, and they just looked so cute. Like, sitting really close and all. I think I can't get over their cuteness because I never got that and I never will. It's probably a teenage thing, but hey, technically I'm still in my teens.

I really have to find a freakin' topic for my Spanish presentation. I think I might look up Allende, cuz I liked the guy, and there's probably enough out there to cut down on research time... I also have insane amounts of vocabulary to know for Spanish, English and Greek this week, and by insane I mean about 150 words in English. I don't even want to know how many we have to know for Spanish. Argh.




Mostly, right now, I can't focus. I haven't heard from fan_elune today, and though it's not a big deal, it's making me anxious. Hopefully she isn't sick or anything. I don't know what happens about sick days and stuff over there (not that it's the main point). I hope I can get her on the phone and if I'm lucky, Carole will remember to call me tonight.




RELIEVED EDIT : I think I've found what I'll do my Spanish presentation on. The Desaparecidos of Argentina. It's recent enough and awful enough for it to be easily searched through the internet, and after reading Thornton's Imagining Argentina in Mr Bardo's class last year, I feel like I could do with learning a bit more about the history of this dictatorship. Now, I have to write in French, and that's a pain. Better than in Spanish I suppose.

PRECISION-EDIT : It's a pain to write in French not because I hate French (though I do tend to make more mistakes in French now). It's just that most pages I'm finding are written in English, so it means no copying and pasting. I know, lazy ass. Sue me, I've been doing more than my quota lately.